What if ..Would we or I or it...

..Okay don't take this in the wrong way..
I LOVE LOVE LOVE my kids like there is no tomorrow..
but I wonder what if Reese would of came just two year later...
What if we didnt get pregnant when we did...

Would we have traveled more..
Gone out more..
Have more..
Would we be doing more with friends without thinking twice...
Would I not be as stressed....

Would my boobs be this saggy...
Would my ass .. well.. look like it does..

I miss my smokin hot tight body..
I hate getting older..

Would we have moved to houston..
Where or what would be be doing ..

Even though I wonder all this.. all in all .. I can say I am where I SHOULD BE. I love my children and I'm truely blessed to have them in my life.